Oh my, I've been cheating on this blog with Tumblr - Oops.
Lmao "baby i can explain" x)

Haha ok enough of all dat. Well since I have time on here now, I guess I'll spill my feelings out now.

This spring break was. . . interesting*

But I overall enjoyed myself, other than the wake & funeral. . . which I keep trying not to think about ; because I hate those shits, but ugh anyway yea - my break was pretty decent.

I dont even feel like blogging right now honestly - Im just telling you highlights of shxt.

• I went to California =D
• I went to a wake & a funeral =(
• I did a photoshoot for Hollister, and Im very PROUD cause its hard as FUCK for black girls. . . dead ass =/
• I went to visit my aunt in San Fransico
• I went to visit my cousins in San Diego
• I roamed around Beverly Hills , then LA with my lovely sister Simone =)
  
• I FINALLY GOT MY TWO PAIRS OF STEVE MADDEN HEELS YESSSSS =DD
• I ended my trip in LA @ a Sushi Bar w/ my sister instead of going out to party until dawn, because I love her.
• At that sushi bar, I think I saw Sarah Jessica Parker? Idk - my bangs were in the way
• I have to go back to Cali in two weeks for a casting call, but my manager wont tell me for what =/

Even though it's a lot of ppl's dream to go to california, and do the stuff I did - I still cant find myself to be happy, or satisfied. Call me selfish, ungrateful - IDFC. Half the people dont even know the shxt that goes on in my head while im on these trips, or why I have these thoughts. Ive heard it all before - Maybe im not happy or satisfied cause I dont get a thrill out of it anymore....idk? Smh oh well fuck it. My break was DECENT like I said




And did I mention im falling for >___> my best friend?
Smfh FUCK MY LIFE. THAT AINT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN
UGH IM DONE BLOGGING - HEAD BOUTA BURST